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Oh so and after making this decision, I am extremely determined in so many things all the sudden. I mean I am so determined in this whole heart cleansing, clinging to the Father, knowing Him intimately...but in addition I am making all these random changes. Cut my hair all off...kinda like an expression of whats going on inside, ran for 60 minutes today, gonna cut wood tomorrow....just doing some interesting things. I want to be a productive and determined person in all I do, and I have prayed for God to help me to do this...and wow it's coming lil by lil! It's all a process, but whoooaa