Easy?...I think not! :)

Alright, so recently I have made a decision to just do some major heart cleaning, dirt clean up...allowing the Lord to get down in their and cleanse me out! This takes some real intimacy with the Lord and some major cooperation with the Holy Spirit. Wow okay so it begins with relationships....all relationships. Men, Mom, Dad, sister, friends...etc. The Holy Spirit has revealed to me how to break some walls down and I have been praying and seeking for enpowerment to do what He asks of me, no matter how hard it is...I'm doing it. "No turning back, I've made up my mind, I'm giving it all this time." I know I will fail at times during this process, but I know my Lord is there to steady me along. "Thought they stumble, they will never fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand." psalm 37:24. One thing is for sure, God doesn't promise easy, but He does promise VICTORY...but one cannot get this victory without cooperating with the Holy Spirit. This whole heart cleaning is NOT easy so far, but I know with all I am that it is completely right and the Lord wants me to do it. I am so determined to go all out, to be exposed, to allow the Lord to work in me so that I may be found more confident in Him, decrease in pride, and increase in PRAISE AND ADORATION OF MY FATHER! This blog is now becoming a way to document my process...it's good to write about it...hopefully someone will read this and be encouraged to take on the challenge and let the Lord totally work in your heart. Abandoned, exposed, before the King and before others in your life...coming to terms with your past, present, and future...and giving God control in crucial areas of your life! Girls, as far as boys goes..."On the face of this earth there is one man who will love you. God will present you to him at the right time. ANd until that time arrives, there's plenty of work to do" I have come to see that there is some work to do in my heart before I am released to my future hubby!